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To Carly,

To answer your question yes we did date. If it didn't seem like we did by what I have written down, that is because I wasn't really getting into that aspect of my past. I was just talking about what had happened and I didn't want to go into talking about the relationship part. I just didn't feel that it would fit appropriately with the rest of story. I hope this answers your question, sorry for the misinterpretation.

As for the part about lightening up I know that I may have taken it too far. This was my first real relationship and I put everything that I had into it, that is why I think I broke down like I did. I have put a lot of thought and time into thinking about what I put myself through and now looking back on it I believe that I did go to far. How I said before for this being my first real relationship I put everything into it and I didn't get back all that I put in. It makes your feel like you are useless when you give and they keep taking, maybe giving some back but not all that you need.

Anyways I hope that these have helped in your questions and as I said before sorry for the misinterpretation. If you have any comments about my story or anything you want to say about your own, just send them in and I will give my best to answer them.

The Juggernaut

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No offense Juggernaut but, it seems to me that you are stuck in the past and you and only you are preventing yourself from moving on... It just doesn't seem convincing to me that this was really a relationship.. i read all your stories and it just seems like this girl might have liked you but never thought of you two as a couple... maybe you did but not her? im not sure.. it just seems like you are too worried about planning things out and trying to make sure u control everything because you cant and you will never have the control to control people or situations to follow exactly how you want it to. You need to learn to be adaptable to what happens around you.You seems to be too concerned about trying to control everything when you should be concerned with just trying to make it in the first place because if you just think that your going to control everything and you never put yourself in the position youll never make it to that position in the first place, and im not sure but you seem that maybe your just a little too full of yourself... just some info i thought id share... by the way... how old are you anyway??

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Man, i know exactly what you mean about the girls thing... im going to be sending in my story later when i have more time to write but i was in a situation just like you.. i was on the football team im a bigger guy and i had the same thing happen to me... ive had 3 operations and a staph infection... i wanted to do a lot of the same things you wanted to do but then my neice was born and all those thoughts went away.. she saved my life too. like i said when i get more time ill send in my story to the story part of the site. but real quick i was 'dating' this girl for like a month when i was a junior and then all of a sudden it was like her friends thought she was too good for me and they got her to break up with me i couldnt take it anymore and every time i tried to talk to her she would just act like nothing happen but again ill write it all in later when i have time.. i have class now but ill write it in man.. i kinda know how u feel....